I MADE A NEW ACCT, lol more personal actually. I’ll try my best not to bore you!! That’s a promise. Lol. Well, I doooo have a lot of blogs and its frustrating to have all of them. But this time, Swear. Will really really try to keep this for a long while. I talk a lot but I’ll make sense. You’ll see. Hehhhe

So.. Follow if you wanna =) 



I spent my 11.11.11 watching sleeping beauty, a total waste of time. I dont know, I guess I was expecting a fairytale.


Hiiiiiii! at a coffee shop, having caramel machiato. Is that the right spelling? lol

I just got my biker boooooots from ROSS today, Guess how much!! For only $25!!! (Well, it was $85 originally) That's what I really like about ROSS, good finds at incredibly cheap prices!!! yayyy. i really really love boots but I never get to wear them that much especially in PI, I just like looking at them. lol, maybe if am like really really rich that's all I'll ever have on my closet.  like, loooooads of boots and heels. lol. I also got me some black ribbon heels and leopard print flats from steve madden. lol that's it for today, gotta go back to Macy's now! Chao <3


Sucha lazy morning, but I have to get up soon cause am meeting up with Trisha in awhile at GB.


I have never been this MIA ever, A lot has been going on with me lately and all I can think about is what to do next. I've never been disappointed with myself even after I had too much fun. For one night, I realized a lot of things; that I'm gonna be 19 soon and I cant stay like this forever. I never said sorry, I'm too shy to admit my mistake. I never answered back either, but I think that's even better cause in a way I get to say what I feel. I don't know how/why but there was one person who made me say sorry just by saying, "blah blah mag sorry ka nga..." its weird, cause even my best friends couldn't get me to say it. I don't know, there are just those people who can push you with the simplest words. I wanna say sorry of course, I'm just not good at it.

I thought these was normal, whatever am going through/doing is part of a teenage life. And that a lot of other kids are in the same situation as I am. But then I thought that I don't have to compare or find someone who's in the same situation as I am to feel better.

A few days ago an old family friend came over and talked me to me. Honestly, I was furious. Usual thoughts; what position are you in to tell me that? But then she kept going on and on about her kid idolizing me. That her daughter goes like "Ma this looks like what ate clau is wearing oh" and she even wants to take the same course as I did which was fashion design cause she wanted to be like me.. I felt bad that I didn't know there was someone out there who was looking up to me and she doesn't know how much of a mess I am right now.


went shopping with my mom today!!
and for the next 3 hours, i cant get over my new under garments!!
only because its the first time im paying for them myself :x
i just kinda thought that if my mom got them for me,
i had more money for clothes =(

im cutting on my expenses kasi.
i wanna save for somethine ehhhehe
goood plan
where do i get these =(

btw, i tried the moose pure dark blonde for my hair, didnt even work. ahhhha well considering my hair is jet black, thats a stupid move. loll sayang tuloy =( i really wanna bleach my hair na. when i get back to manila! swearrrr. izoexpensive here eh :/ its like $45-- or more :| estimate lang, cause hair color is around $60. ohwell.fml

so true :(

i likeeeeeee.


Im at micronesia mall.
at G3 computer shop.
which by far i think has the mossssst amazing computer shop ive ever been to.
computer screen size like im not good at measuring but ill say its probably 32"
and each seat is like a sofa. not like a sofa, it is a sofa with pillow.
and the ear phone is like really goood loll

just got back from GPO and Kmart. loll what else.
oh and i bought these today!
got the photos from the internet since i dont have my camera ahahaha
(woowww i have nothing to say. ahahahah)

i wonder how i'll look like in dark blonde. loll

but its black sequins loll


Are you? :P


Lately have been the most inconsistent, confusing, frustrating, hassle, days with you.
But gez what, Like right now-now, Its like I don't even care anymore. I want to care, I really do. But its just not like that anymore. Omggg what happened! :| =))

Friday :""">


Studying is reaaaally not for me.
I swear.
I tried, I thought that when I start going to CSB it'll be different. Like a real college with school works and stuff. I get tired/bored/lazy if I don't feel like doing it. Its like everyone else feels the pressure and I don't.
So there,
I decided to take up Make Up lessons and I have a few schools in mind =)
Yaaay! Hahaha! Maybe Ill do well as make up artist? lol


I just cant wait to get over everything.

(I dont even know what am doing here exactly) ...and get my ass of to wherever, get a job and just survive for the mean time.
I know I can do it. I'll go back to school when I feel that I'm ready, and take it seriously.
I'm still gonna slack off and do the same thing and continue wasting money on tuition fees If I enroll myself next term. So for the mean time, I think.. I'll just think of other ways to be productive. lol :P

Sometimes I wonder when will I ever feel the need to be responsible, but then I continue being me.

Dear Claudine of 5 years later,
You wasted 2 years of college, I hope by now you realize how much time, money and effort is wasted. and if by then you still haven't figure out what you really want to do with your life, (or if theres anything you wanna do anyway) ...I suggest that you just beautify yourself!! Go on a major diet, be vegetarian! Stay healthy, make yourself descent, be street smart and reserved. Just marry a prince or something! Cause I swear, you're gonna die if you dont do anything.

Always Love,
Claudine, 18 y/o (2011)


only I didn't know when it opened! :)) Me and Teri just came from Shang then to cable but we got dropped off at SM and thereeeeeeeeeeeeee FOREVER 21!!!!!
I swear. Its the worst feeling ever. HAHA! I didn't have enough money on me :|
I'll see you this weekend!! I promise!

I just wanna say..............



I went to my condo today with my mom and it looks so different na. It looks like a home. Haha! lol its so, home-y. with our family picture frames, and those stuff. hahaha! So I'm guessing I'm not getting it back anymore. Well, its too big for me anyway. Why would I need a 2 bedroom place to stay at right. But I'm hoping that they'd let me stay at Icon, the one at the fort. I haven't been there yet, only in pictures. But its amazinggggg. The view is perfect, and its one bedroom lang. So perfect for me. So please mommy!!! let me have it :(((


Ive been on this page thinking what to write, then I end up deleting it again. I usually just talk and talk and typeee whatever that comes in my head, (like now) But I got nothing except about you, about you i can not write about. And since I know you dont know about this blog anyway, maybe ill say the words i told you but this time, soberly.

hi friend,
I seriously hope I can take back all the things I said last night. I've never really said anything like that to anyone since my last. But I did, to you who I've only known for like what, 2 months. I cant even remember if we were ever friends, I just know we flirt a lot. And I knew it was not something to be taken seriously cause come on, you're taken, I knew it and I didnt care cause I didnt plan on liking you. I just like having you around. And we both know that. Not until that tuesday night we were both alone at cable, not literally alone, but like you weren't with you friends and my friends wasn't there either. We hung out sober for the first time and played our first beer pong game together. I guess that was the first time that I was open to the idea of may be I'm liking you already. We got closer, or I like to think we are, we got more open and say the words i miss you and ":*". And then we made our 3 month bet which made it a lot more confusing to me if you're actually serious or just the usual drunk bets. I remember this one time you got drunk at Eastwood, and you were saying these stuffs I cant say here. yesss I still clearly remember everything there is about you. And it sucks cause I cant do anything about it. My friend asked you, if you were to pick between me and your girlfriend, you didn't answer. You didn't answer not because you're confused, you didn't answer cause you didn't want me to hear you pick your girlfriend. That was enough for me cause then it just shows at some point, you care about how I feel when I hear you say that.

About my texts last night, I should have just said "April Fools!" to save me my pride when you asked this morning if i was serious. I cant say anything else to you but I'm sorry I was out of line, and there you are saying its not. Can't you just help me out here? Push me away if you can.


i suuuuuuper miss my phone :(
why was I so drunk that time. stupid stupid stupid thing to even flush ittttt :(
huhuhu i miss you phone, come homeee. last time i talked to my mom, she said its still in singapore having it fixed. sighhhh already been over a month


If he's that hot for you he will become untaken and pursue you.

I have been blog-MIA for the longest time ever.

This past few weeks have been by far my laziest week ever. I didn't really had a reason to skip almost all my classes last week but I find a reason to anyway; No uniform. But Im catching up this week, i went to almost all my classes except NSTP and wordproc, hihi im dropping both! :D

I've had too much cable car, there are nights that me and my friends we'll be like, oh lets go somewhere else blah blah but we end up going to cable anyway. Oh like this one time, last tuesday, we planned a movie night at my condo, but yeaaah, it was beer pong night. We ran out of beers so we went to cable after.

Hay na ko.. Then someone asked me in formspring about partying too much asking for attention blah blah blah. Guess what, if you've actually been to cable, you wouldn't really say that. The place is really chill and funn! thats what I like about it! Like you dont have to dress up or whatever. Like my usual clothes; hoodies jeans and sneakers. See! Thats not exactly counted as partying right? =)) So what if I like going thereee. Sorry kasi! :))



Facebook is like a jail.
You sit around, waste time.
have a profile picture, write on walls
and get poked by guys you dont really know.


I take it back, Thursday really is a happy thursday.

Algebra at 9:45am; booo I was late :( speaking of, I have to look for my seatwork or I dont get credit for it!!!
Went back to my condo at 10:40; dismissed early!!

Okay, originally, I was planning to cut my ordev class to go shopping. (but I've been really really trying my best to save, this is the last na.) Well yeah, plan was to leave taft at 11 then be back to school by 6 for my next class which is comsk2x. So there, supposedly, I will only have one cut for the day.

I asked my friend Bryant to come with, and so of course he'd go. But I had to wait for him after ordev class so then I decided to go as well. But I felt so comfortable not wearing my corpo attire already, so I ended up cutting in anyway.

We (carmina, bryant, gabe, dean, and pat-drove us! yay!) went to mega maaaaall! It was so hassle cause when we got there, me and carmina went straight to F21 cause the boys wanted to eat first and just come follow after. That's what I thought. I only had like what, an hour to freaking shop. Aughhh then I got a text saying "meet us in the car now" Aughhhhhh that was really annoying. I replied saying i'm paying already but I was actually strolling pa.

Anyway I made it to my 8pm class!! It's really 745 but I got there at 8 and I wasn't marked late. yay!! Hahaha! I haaate that prof, not him. But him as a prof! He talks so much!!! Like let's say materialism, he takes about 15 minutes for that WORD alone discussing it. It's really starting to get boring na. He relates it to every freaking thing in this big ass world. But other than that, I can say that he's a really really good prof and he's smart. It's just that, it's a night class! Please. :| =))

I got home at around 10, I swear. I'm like a ninja =)) I was able to shower, fix myself in like 20minutes.
then of course, cable car after! It's my first time there, and it actually looks really fun. I wish I know how to play beer pong though =))


First 5 things that comes to my mind that...

That I hate.
1. I hate going to school to study, I just wanna hang out.
2. I hate thinking hard. The thoughts thats on the tip of your tongue but cant get it out.
3. I hate being told to do stuff.
4. I hate having dress codes and those rules in school.
5. I hate getting fat and fatter and fatter and more more fats in all parts of the body.
That I cant stand.
1. Attention seekers in all places.
2. Music that's on loud speaker while on a bus ride when I'm trying to sleep.
3. Stepping on wet floors. barefoot. or wearing socks, or stockings.
4. Dogs barking in the middle of the night.
5. Nails/Tires or anything that screeches.
That I love.
1. I love my love ones, obviously duuuuuuh!
2. I love my phone, im emotionally attached okay.
3. I love going on a diet but I never succeed.
4. I love facebook and twitter.
5. I love things that sparkle, strike out, and out of place. or awkward and weird looking stuff.
That I would trade my life for. (no, not really. I cherish my life)
1. A tour around the world with unlimited money.
2. All designer stuff, like everything. From popular to nots.
3. Superawesomepowers or doraemon's ability to have everything like kaboooom! its there.
4. To be able to speak at least 5 other languages excluding Tagalog and English.
5. To have a small apetite. No, joke. Like I want to eat anything I can without getting fat. THERE!

That was a very useless post. lol

I have this guy best friend back in high school, We used to do a lot of stuff together. He was my ex bf's best friend that in time, became my best friend too. Anyway, we got so closed. The three of us would go out a lot. lol But yeah, we grew apart but we're good of couse. I met up with him yesterday and told me that he's moving to Canada to continue his college. It's just so sad cause I haven't really hung out with him anymore and now he's leaving, for good. Sighhhhhhh.
FINE, goodnight now. I have a freaking 9am to 9pm sched tomorrow!
-It's actually 9:45am but saying 9 to 9 makes it sounds more hassle. Hahahahaha! I like exaggerating okay.

Diet, failed.

Diet always always start tomorrow. But I managed to start today. (Not literally today today)  Aughh But I feel like I'm not losing weight. Okay, maybe I lose a lb or two then destroy my progress for the next few days. I cant even say its a progress its more like a fluctuation. I started to eat heavy breakfast and skip lunch and have a light dinner, I was able to keep up for maybe, a few days or so. Then I go home and my mom cooks this really really good food, How can I skip that right? So I let myself have a taste, then I continued doing so for the next few days, then I start on my diet again. Its never really constant. It's so annoying that I get this weak. Well, there are really times that I get emotional about my weight. I'm so tired of being fat. 

sorry i'm such a negative person.



AWWWESOME things. My class doesnt start until later at 7:45pm till 9:15pm ONLY and I got my money today! But I'm thinking of just saving it.
SAAAAAD things. - My class starts at 8:00am tomorrow morning and I've been sitting here browsing on a lot of good clothes/shoes. I'm so sad! :(

1. I want to see what later is gonna look like then go back to now.
2. I want to stop going to school but continue seeing my friends.
3. I want to have a lot of money and no credit card limits that I don't have to pay for.
4. I want to have the 16 candles from the 16 wishes disney movie.
5. I want to experience for a day or two how it's gonna be like when I'm the President of this big ass world, not just a country.
6. I want to go to Disney world, but I want to be 12 when I have a chance to.
7. I want to be as creative as Phineas and Ferb.
8. and as smart as Jimmy Neutron.
9. I want to make something big as facebook.
10. I want to travel outside space.
11. I want to meet my suuuuuuuper crushes Zac Efron, Chace Crawford, Ian Somerhalder, Asher Book, Logan Lerman, Zach Roeri, Michael Travino, Johnny Pacar, Jonathan Bennett icangoonandonandon but I have to stop.
12. I want to be anorexic.
13. I want to be famous for something worth being famous about.
14. I want to have breakfast in bed at Paris, lunch in Japan and back home for dinner.
15. I want to have hannah montana's closet, not her clothes. its rotating walk in closet!!

16. I want to have all the things I cant think of right now, surprise me!

but in life, you dont always get what you want. lol its sad. boooo.


auuugh. I wish I have all the money in the world so I wont think of the need to save :| :(

Of course.

 "The Parents Television Council has branded the US re-make of the British teen drama “the most dangerous programme ever for children” for its scenes of a sexual nature involving minors and references to drugs and alcohol."
“Every single advertiser who sponsored the premiere episode of Skins is not only endorsing but glorifying teen drug and alcohol abuse, not to mention a plethora of baseless sexual content,”


I've seen the british version, and I knew the time I heard about this US version, its not gonna be as good.
I remember blogging about this one before it aired. lol kbye!!


Everyone has a choice, but not everyones an option.

You had a choice, & you chose the "Im-so-coolI-dont_need-anymore-friend-chasing". Not that were involved in any romantic way of course, but the least you could do was salvage the friendship. I was the option that comes in two buttons, click-able to friend on and off. Friend mode on where you can talk to whenever when you feel like it and only when you feel like it cause you feel like it. Maybe ignore is a bit too much but I cant come up with anything better to describe it as it is. I wanted to apologize but I realize I done know exactly what I would be apologizing for. I guess maybe I just want to apologize for the sake of skipping this cold war and hoping that after I do, everything will just go back to how it used to be. 

After the weeks that passed, I knew that everything I prayed for isn't going to happen. I've always been weak and needy. Needy of my friends attention whenever I'm down. And right now in college, I'm not getting it. Not as much as high school where all my friends attention was on me and my situation. The ones when I dont have to say Ooh Im sad blah blah blah but they'll just know. I was very selfish. And I really feel bad about myself. 

Its just that
A. I just have to fucking grow up and learn to take things lightly, RELAX! And dont put too much effort on something thats obviously hopeless.
B. It's college, no one really cares whats up with you. Everyone has their own thing going on so not all the attentions on you like a snotty little brat. Just thank God that he's always there when everyones not.
C. Stop being a conniving bitch.


Sorry for the really bad photo quality, I can't find my camera so I took it from my phone instead =)
anyway Id you find any that you like, feel free to email me at claudine_aguon16@yahoo.com

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