*sorry for the bad photo quality. My web cam is from 10 years ago. 


All I want for christmas... Is you!! Lanvin for H&M



In two years, I wanna be someone! Like, the kind of person you see in the mall or walking on streets and be like, Oh F thats claude! HAHAHAHAHA! and the other goes, whos claude?! =))) Then you're like.. You know, Claude. blah blah blah --- HAHA!

I'm writing an essay for our filipino class about where or how we see ourself in 2020: Heres how mine goes, and later to be translated in filipino. (sorry for my super super OA imagination, spare me this. its my blog lol!)

Once I graduate here at CSB, I will move to California along with my brother who will go to Stanford for college. I will work full time at a hotel for a year or so and save up money for my tuition so I can go back to studying fashion design and marketing at FIDM in LA. In between school works, I will get a part time job as an assistant stylist or as a junior associate stylist in small magazine companies. I will master my profession within this company cause this is where I will slowly move my way up to the fashion industry. Since studying in FIDM opens a lot of doors to the industry, I will continue to be active on fashion events and use this opportunity for me to enhance my talent in this field.

I graduated and is financially and career wise stabled. Living in LA as a fashion editor of known magazine company. I've also been doing a lot of fashion styling projects and editorial shoots in news papers and several magazines. I am now engaged to a man who works at a real estate company. He's the son of my boss whom I mistaken as a delivery boy since he always bring foods to my boss. (Thats how our love story started) We have a daughter who is in 2nd grade now, she also does modeling and shes doing an acting workshop only because I saw an interest in her about wanting to be in disney channel. 

Life is amazingggg for us =)))) 

LOL --DRAFT, K? SORRY NA. Nahiya na ko dagdagan pa yan. Wahahaha!

Paris Fashion Week SS11: Hermès

I dont wanna get emotional, So this is what I think:
Its perfect. Drape wrap, I love it. I think this will look good on me, If I was as thin as her.
She's so hot in this picture. period.
I was never a fan of leather dresses, except short body con ones. But I may have to consider wearing one of these as well. Its so sexy! Good job Hermès!

HEY! =)



Are you serious?!

Wow about a second ago, I was on flaired, I didnt realized I was logged on till I clicked "my site" so I checked all my pages including blogs, boy  I sure do express myself a lot publicly :| and I mean too much. A little bit too much. 

hihi check this, I admit, I was so bitter!! :|

I really dislike it when people hurt me (or try to) multiple times over and over again. I'm a forgiving person so I'll forgive more than once. So when they come waltzing back in my life with a lack of an apology, I'll allow it. A couple of times, anyway.

There just comes a point where an apology isn't really sincere.. If people can hurt people or say rude things but not swallow their pride enough to apologize, I don't think that's a person I want in my life. If someone can't ever admit when their wrong - not so much for why they said it or did what they did , but the way they did it - then I just don't think that's a person to have around. He's just too shallow to say sorry and try to explain things im sick of hearing.

I'm tired of people who are always quick to say how sorry they are, yet they're the same people who will tear someone down in a minute if they get a chance. And again, they'd appologize to you and said things were done unintentionally.

I can be nice to people I don't like. But it doesn't mean im being plastic. Just being civil about it. It's no problem for me to be around them if I have to. I just wish when I'm being nice to them, they didn't think that was an open invitation for them to try to ease their way back in. I can forgive, and I do forgive. But that doesn't mean I have to allow them back in my life. I can never forget what they did, or what happened.

No, I haven't always been innocent in all of the situations. I've said some things I probably shouldn't. Because regardless of how evil the things that were done to and even if I was just retaliating, I don't want to hurt anyone. I just really dont want them in my life, even If I end up hurting people.

But hey, what can you do? I'll just continue living my life and letting it go. Some people will always need to feel like they're better than someone else. And well, doesn't pride always come before the fall? Truth be told, I don't really want them to fall. I hope they climb down the latter before that happens.

Anyway, maybe I'm the one being prideful thinking I should have an apology for the things I said or tried to do to hurt someone. Even if they were vile, what makes me think I deserve an apology? Pride, I'd say. :)) Hahaha!

Truthfully, it'd just be nice to know that they didn't mean it. I don't like admitting this but: I know im not a good person and I did terrible things in the past, I also want to be forgiven, but being friends is out of the picture.




Where is your Mother?
In her room
Where is your Father?
No Idea
Do you like to swim?
I love to swim
Do you need to return anyones phone call?
Where were you born?
You know where
Where do you keep your birth certificate?
My moms stuff
How many days until your birthday?
300 something days
What is the closest orange object to you?
Theres none. Seriously
Have you sneezed in the past hour?
How many books are in your room?
A lot
What did you last eat?
Buttered garlic shrimppp yum yum
Who is your favorite teacher of all time?
my senior year teachers
Name one of your goals for this year?
graduate have fun live life!
What is the biggest trouble you have ever been in?
DO probably?
Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
What does your 9th message on your phone say?
I cant find my phone
Look to your left. What's there?
Another laptop
Ever pop someone else's pimple?
No. Ew
How long does it take you to fall asleep?
Are you scared about the end of the world?
Havent thought about it
Is there a TV in the room you are in?
Behind me, yes.
What are you looking forward to?
What comes to your mind when I say red?
A book am reading
What other language do you want to be fluent in?
Do you crack your neck often?
Havent tried
Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
Is it possible to lick your elbow?
Is it possible for you?
Worst feeling in the world?
What's your current favorite commercial?
My crush's
Name something you think is pointless?
What you just asked
Favorite fast food restaurant?
Im thinking... Mcdonalds
Have you ever been in a fist fight?
Not. yet.
Would you concider yourself as a pyro?
Did you have a weird dream last night?
Nope I dont think I did
Do you wish at 11:11?
Do surveys really cure boredom?
I tried now.



currently obsessing:
Well, there are only limited styles (as to what I see in stores) here in manila and I wish wish they have more! I only own 1 for now and I use it for school everyfuckinday. hihihi izo comfy.But hey, look at this shoes. Our schools DO officer designed this. And yes, using acrylic paint. She's awesome. I know!! Its called InkDaub, you can search it up on facebook if ya wantz =) 
iznt it puhreeetay.